Padmavyuha

Life has become a padmavyuha! The realisation dawned so late that I am already in it without knowing a way to get out. And those who have led me into this padmavyuha, are they having their last laugh? I dont know. Will I ever be able to get out of this or will I perish like poor Abhimanyu? I dont know that either.

So, now that I am inside this, what is my action plan? Behead as many opponents as possible before I fall .......... or just wait for that one swish of a sword which will end this forever for me? What is the right path? Or is there a right path? I wish I knew what was in Abhimanyu's mind when he rode into the padmavyuha, knowing well that he is ignorant of a way out. Did he think that his mighty uncles and the mightiest Krishna will rescue him, no matter what? But then, he was fighting for a noble cause. What am I doing here? Or for that matter, I didnt come in here on my own wish. Well.........actually I didnt know I was entering a trap like this.

Yes.....I can hear Krishna now. Something about Karma and the fruit of karma. I think the path ahead for me is the Gita. Maybe if I understand a bit of it, a way will be shown for me. But who will be my teacher? Like how Arjuna looked upto Krishna, whom should I turn to? I can only feel two little sets of hands.......holding and hugging me...........my answer to all my questions..........